Good Rich People by Eliza Jane Brazier
To my dog, BB
There is blood in the fountain turning the water an eerie rust color. I call someone to drain it.
I meet him at the gate and lead him down the stoop into our courtyard. Our courtyard is designed to be an oasis, a reprieve from the realities of the world. It is dappled with palm fronds, sprinkled with hothouse flowers.
I lead him to the fountain. It gurgles, desperate, like a person drowning. I stand over it, see my gray cashmere tinged dark in my reflection. “I want you to drain the fountain.”
He steps forward, almost timid. His face wavers in the murky pool. “What is that?” He reaches with his hand, dips a finger so it undulates the surface, then brings it to his nose.
“How should I know?” I cross my arms. “I just want it out.”
“It smells like blood.” He shakes the water from his hand. His tool bag slips from his shoulders. It hits the ground with a crack. The tools rattle together. The sky is blue and glazed with clouds and there is blood in the fountain and I want it out.
“I don’t know what it is.”
“This is your house, isn’t it?” He unbuttons each sleeve, rolls them slowly past his elbows. “Got a wall around it.” He tips his chin at the walls on all sides, high walls, the kind you can’t see past.
“I don’t see what that has to do with anything.”
He snorts.
“It’s not my house, as a point of fact. It’s my mother-in-law’s house. Margo. She lives above us, see? With the pointed roof.” I indicate the tower, whittled to a point like a thorn crown. You can see it from our house. You can see it from almost anywhere.
I once climbed the stairwell all the way up to the top of the tower. Graham told me it was useless. It’s decorative, he said, but I wanted to see it. I reached the top. It was tight, a narrow box, and you couldn’t see anything, not our house, not the city below. The windows were angled and the glass was too thick and you could not see anything above or below.
I still shiver sometimes when I see it. I still think it’s watching me. It looks like it sees everything.
“You live here.” He sits on the edge of the fountain and reaches into the water. Blood seeps into his rolled-up sleeve. He stretches deeper.
“Just because I live here doesn’t mean I know every little thing that happens here. It was probably an animal. There are animals everywhere in the hills.”
He grasps around for a moment, searching for something, then grunts, removes his arm from the water, shakes it out. Little droplets sting my flesh. He has a 4.7 rating on Yelp. I thought I could trust him. I should have known better. He was probably rated by middle-class people. Rich people don’t waste time giving out ratings. They rate everyone the same.
“You really think that I’ve had someone murdered, don’t you?” I perch carefully on the edge of the fountain, close enough to smell his backwater scent. “And I’ve called you here, because I know you’ll never do anything about it. Because even if you can see it, even if you can say it, you can never believe that someone you know could kill another person.”
His skin crinkles as he tries to look at me but is blinded by the sun. “I don’t know you.”
“No.” I flick the water with my index finger. “You don’t.”
LYLA
I get so bored sometimes, I think I will do anything to stop it. I decide to make Graham dinner. He blames me for what happened.
We don’t have anything in the kitchen except Mo?t—dozens and dozens of bottles that Graham’s mother, Margo, keeps giving us, daring us to celebrate.
I decide to make spaghetti because it’s European and I think I can manage it on my own. The housekeeper got spooked and left, so we’ve been ordering in. I need to hire someone before Margo does, but I like how our house looks with a little dust. It looks like people actually live here.
I go to my closet to choose an outfit for the market. Everything in my closet is shades of gray. I’ve always wanted a signature color. Margo’s is white. Graham’s is blue. He says it’s a power color. All of my underwear is blue.
I select a gray cashmere top and gray cashmere bottoms. Not the same shade of gray, because I don’t want to look like an insane person. I accessorize with the exact right amount of diamonds and the hot pink gator Kelly bag I won in a game with Margo.
I stop to check my reflection in the full-length mirror. Sometimes I am scared by how beautiful I am. Every inch of me is buffed and primed. My face hangs exactly right. My muscles are taut and organized. I am scared because I don’t want to lose it: the shaped nails, the tip of my nose, the sapphire glow of my eyes. I am sad because I want everyone to see it, but I don’t want to see them. I want them to know how lucky I am but I don’t want them to have access to me. It’s a real problem.
I pass through the living room on my way out. It’s Monday and light is streaming through the wall of windows, onto the travertine dining table, the gold bar chairs, the carved silver accents. The house is decorated to Graham’s taste because I don’t have any. I acquired his taste the day we got married. It was easier that way. Marriages fail because people are different. I want to be the same. Look the same, feel the same, have the same appetites. I want to cross the stars for us.