Everything for You (Bergman Brothers #5)(9)
“Mhmm, well, you may just have to alter that genetically predisposed approach.” After a beat, and another bite of semla, she says, “Hayes has a…tough shell. And, yes, he’s intimidating. Stubborn—”
I laugh quietly. “No kidding.”
“He’s old and set in his ways,” she concedes. “I mean, old for soccer. Who knows, this may even be his last season.”
I hadn’t considered that. Gavin’s thirty-four, and he’s been playing world-class soccer since he was seventeen. A lot of players retire by this age, especially after playing as physically and sustaining as many injuries as he has. That said, I can’t imagine Gavin retiring, or that he can imagine retiring either, for that matter. At the end of last season when a reporter asked him about the possibility, he glared at them so long and viciously, they ran out of the room crying.
Coach pops the last bite of semla in her mouth and snaps the container closed. “There’s more to Hayes than meets the eye. You just have to…” She grimaces, stares up at the ceiling. “Hell, I don’t know. It’s hard to explain. I’ve barely seen that ‘more’ myself, and I’ve known him for over a decade.”
Coach and Hayes played around the same time, and both made appearances for the US National and Olympic teams, though she was further along in her career than he was and a bit older. I knew this, but it’s funny to think about them as peers. Gavin’s never acted like he’s her equal, never referred to their history. He listens to her, respects her, even if his eye twitches sometimes when she’s barking orders that include him.
“I know this is hard,” she says. “But you two won’t be co-captains forever. While you are, why not try to…give him another chance, make the best of it, right?”
I contemplate what this is going to look like. The monumental task ahead of me to find a way to share leadership with the man who loathes me to my core.
Meeting her eyes, I force my widest smile yet. “Right.”
3
GAVIN
Playlist: “Lo/Hi,” The Black Keys
“Damn, you’re playing dirty tonight.” Mitch, my accuser, throws his cards onto the table as I rake in my chips.
“I’m playing poker, Mitchell. It’s a dirty game.”
He grumbles under his breath along with the four other men around the table as they toss in their cards. My poker companions are all in their seventies and couldn’t care less that I’m a world-famous professional soccer player. As soon as they figured out that I didn’t play baseball, basketball, or American football, I was chopped liver. More than fine by me after living over a decade in a place where soccer players are royalty, hounded by the paparazzi, constantly under the microscope. Compared to that, the poker guys are a breath of fresh air.
I met them through Mitch, who’s my neighbor—not my immediate neighbor, but he lives in the neighborhood. And I met Mitch when I was seeing a specialist about my forever fucked-up back and he was there for his knee replacement follow-up, both of us sitting in the waiting room. I drove him home after his appointment since he mentioned he’d used public transportation, and when we realized how close we lived, there was no damn sense in him taking a bus when I could drive him. By the time I’d dropped him off, somehow I’d gotten myself roped into not only weekly poker nights with his buddies, but hosting them, too.
The table’s littered with snacks, sweets, and seltzer cans. You think teenagers eat a lot, watch out for five septuagenarians. They’ll clean out your pantry in one night.
“I need a drink,” Lou grumbles, his silver afro swaying as he shakes his head and scowls at Jim.
Stacking my chips in order, I tell him, “I’d be glad to oblige if the alcohol police here didn’t ban all the fun.”
“It’s contraindicated for my meds!” Jim snaps. “If I can’t have fun, none of you assholes get to either.”
Collective grumbles fill the room as Jorge deals.
Itsuki pokes my bicep. “What’s on your mind? You’re particularly bad-tempered tonight.”
I glare down at him. He smiles back. He’s not remotely frightened of me. None of them are. It’s strange. Everyone else is scared of me. I’m six-four, big-boned, my voice sounds like gravel-laced ice, and my sentences are eighty-five percent profanity. These guys don’t care. They simply roll with how I am and tease me along the way.
I know if anyone would hear what turned my day to shit and not judge me for it, it’s them. I’m just too used to holding my cards close, in every sense of the word.
“Nothing,” I mutter, sweeping up my cards from the table.
“Nothing,” they all mock-grumble.
“Oi.” I glare at them.
“C’mon,” Jorge croons, rearranging his cards. “Just get it out. You’ll feel better. Less constipated.”
“I’m not constipated, you pink-haired troll.”
Jorge pats his rose-gold-dyed hair, which, while annoyingly bright, I will concede, complements his warm, golden-brown skin rather nicely. “Emotionally, you are.”
“Am not.”
Itsuki, Jorge’s partner, gives me a long, serious look. “Oh dear.”