Love Me, Still(5)



“I claim the right to take her as mate,” Niko declared. “I’m going to find her, provided she’s still alive. If it means banishment from the pack, so be it. I will never forgive myself for her being turned out when she endured so much to save me and your father.”

Cael and Riyu’s mouths dropped open.

“Over my dead body,” Riyu bit out. “She’s our mate.”

Niko rounded on him, a ferocious snarl working out of his mouth. “You turned your mate out. You turned your back on her when she needed you most. I assured her you would care for her, that she would be your top priority. I will never forgive myself for not carrying her all the way back to the pack, but I was fast losing the scent of the hunters. I thought she would be safe with you, so I left her and chased after the hunters. Even so it took me weeks to track them. I will revenge Heather. You don’t have to concern yourselves with the matter.”

“Cael, Riyu, what goes on here?” their mother said behind them. “Niko? Niko!” she exclaimed with a sob. She burst past her sons and threw her arms around their pack mate.

“We thought you dead,” she said as tears rolled down her cheeks. “Thank the gods you have returned safely to us.”

Niko gently pulled Lorna away from him and took a step back. “I’m sorry, Lorna. I must go. I probably won’t be back. I must go find Heather and make things right.”

Both Cael and Riyu lunged for him. Their combined strength was no match for him, but still he gave one hell of a fight. Finally, they subdued him and held him to the ground.

Cael stood, dragging Niko up with him. He shoved him toward the cabin as Riyu and their befuddled mother followed behind.

Once inside, he pushed Niko down onto a chair and stood in front of him. “Tell us what happened. Everything. And don’t leave one damned thing out. Especially anything having to do with my mate.”

Niko stared angrily back at him. “You don’t deserve her.”

Cael leaned in, getting into Niko’s face. “If you have something to tell me about Heather, say it before I tear you apart.”

“Heather?” his mother said in a pained voice. “Cael, maybe we shouldn’t be discussing Heather. I know how hard her betrayal has been for you and Riyu.”

Niko turned to stare at Cael’s mother. “Heather betrayed no one. It is your sons who have betrayed her.”

Riyu tensed and flexed his hands into fists. “Spill whatever it is you have to say before I spill your blood.”

“We were ambushed,” Niko said in a weary voice. “Coming back from town with the supplies. Magnus and I were pulling the sleds and Heather walked between us. I don’t know how they knew we were there but it wasn’t because Heather betrayed us.

“I made her run and hide in the trees. I didn’t want her caught in the fight. They darted Magnus. He took about two steps and collapsed. I tried to fight them off but there were three of them and only one of me, and the drugs they used prevented me from shifting to wolf.”

“And Heather? Where was she in all of this?” Cael demanded. He remembered the images from his father’s memories all too well.

“She came in like an avenging angel,” Niko said in a haunted voice. “She wasn’t going to leave us to die or worse. She challenged the hunters.” He looked bleakly up at Cael. “I’ve never felt so helpless in my life. That tiny little thing stood between Magnus and the brutes who were beating on him. She dared them to do their worst, and by God, they did.”

Cael’s legs went weak. He swayed and had to stumble back to one of the chairs before he fell.

“What do you mean their worst?” Riyu asked hoarsely.

Niko eyed him straight on, pain glittering brightly in his golden eyes. “The worst. And she endured it so I would have time to escape and free Magnus. She taunted them with the fact that they would die. That her pack would hunt them down and kill them. That her mates would never allow this injustice to stand. How ironic is that?” he finished bitterly.

You will die. They will kill you.

Cael remembered the words from his father’s visions. Could Magnus have been so heavily drugged that he imagined Heather taunting him when in fact she challenged the hunters?

Oh God. Have mercy. He deserved none.

A tear slipped down his cheek as Riyu and his mother sat in stunned silence.

Niko’s voice broke into the heavy blanket of despair draped over them.

“I managed to free myself, but it was too late to save Heather from the horrors she faced. As she knew they would, they’d turned their attention solely on her, forgetting all about me and Magnus in the interim.

“She bought enough time that the drugs in my system wore off. I shifted and attacked. The men ran. I freed Magnus and sent him on to you to get help. I gathered Heather in my arms and carried her back. All the way I comforted her by telling her that her mates would care for her, that I would go hunt her attackers down and justice would be served. Had I known what awaited her here, I would have never let her go.”

He raised condemning eyes to Cael, Riyu and even Lorna. “Never did I imagine my pack would turn their back on a woman who needed aid so badly. Someone we adopted as one of our own. I’m going to find her, and when I do, I’m going to spend the rest of my life making it up to her. I’ll replace the mates who threw her away like yesterday’s trash.”

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